Sunday 26 May 2013

What is...


I spent the day at the local park today. We call it Vivary park. I call it the local park. I literally spent the whole day, just listening to Radio 1 at their big weekend festival, whilst reading my book! “Life of Pi” I am still getting through it. 
While I was sat there doing these things, I couldn’t help but to look around me and watch all these young people around my age hanging out in groups of friends. Mixed aged, and mixed gender etc etc. 
This just got me wondering… 
Where did I go wrong? What didn't I do to be a sociable fiend. 
Then I realised, although I went to college, I didn't overly socialised then. So wrapped up in my thoughts and fandom. I should have tried more. I am also regretting the decision for not going onto University and just starting a straight out job. Which did help me create a close friend. But I would like to have days where, I am constantly socialising and meeting new people. University was an opportunity, that I just waved at as it passed by.
So I now want to learn how to socialise. I want to maybe join a club? Or something to broaden the people I know.

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