Saturday 23 March 2013

Listen to this...

Listen to this, before I blog in the morning...

http://youtu.be/7TIjbmmtE4s




And



http://youtu.be/LhuTzFYOFYk

I love it when...

When new bands follow me on twitter.
It's sad, I know. But I really enjoy listening to new music!
But I am still sad that My Chemical Romance has split up! :'(. That is the end of my "emo" days!!!.


But seriously, bands that follow me on twitter, that are trying to build their fan base are more than welcome because I love it... and I love hearing new music. I love live music etc. So, follow me on twitter and I will check your music out! https://twitter.com/W00Claire
(I should be a Radio presenter, where I archive bands etc.) But than again, I am seriously social awkward and would as the wrong questions live!

I do remember my last blog, where I said I would write about my bucket list. I have been going through it this week... with some of my colleagues... or should I say one person. Because of some article I have read. But that will come tomorrow! I promise. I have for ungodly reason been thinking about it too much! I think its because I have been getting this new car (which I love, thanks to a certain Martin out there!). And recently my mind has been trailing a lot recently.. Thanks to certain scary fan-girls fanfiction out there.... You disturbing bitches.

Sunday 10 March 2013

First experience, makes you feel..

Like you are learning and living your life.

Basically to go into a little more detail. I crashed my car, completely done for, no more car for Claire. Broken, need a new one... RIP KATIE! Etc etc.
I've never crashed my car before, so this is a new experience for me. And boy didn't I freak out! I am so glad I had a mother and a father to come and save the day and just about drive my car back to my house.
Okay, that sounded pathetic! But I am honestly grateful for my mother and my good friend Christina for coming and chilling me out! I am cup of tea out for the next year, with the amount of tea I had drank that day!

I have learnt my lesson from this experience and I will most certainly make sure to be a better driver, when I get a new car and sort out Katie and not to get distracted by random beeping.....
Thanks the whatever religious beliefs you believe in, that I am fine. :).

But onto today!!!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
I would like to wish my mother a Happy Mothers Day, and I am still soo loved that she read my mothers day card so carefully to know that she will be having lunch on me. Which she did have... I made from scratch, listening to and dancing around the kitchen. Everyone enjoyed it... as they ate most of it! What I made was called "Rice nugget and herb tomato sauce." Yes, I will admit I thoroughly enjoyed it as well! So yummy! This is what it looked like...

The mother and the siblings then requested, that I should make them a cake!!! I love cooking and dancing around the kitchen, it just as soothing as reading books or painting pictures. It just that, I hate cleaning the kitchen after myself. I am the most messiest cooker you can meet, and the prospect of tidying up after myself in the kitchen is just terrible! But I did it! In fact, I taught my sister how to make a Victoria sponge cake. Just by getting her to do all the mixing and putting it into the tin and into the oven. Then putting the jam on it and sticking them together. But it was really yummy, so she did a very good job on making the cake!
Now to get philosophical on you all this weekend, I have come by a small realisation about myself. This week, I have learnt I am the only single person out of my cliché of friends. Which actually made me feel really lonely. But then I remembered my bucket list and the terrifying thought of settling down! I am happy single, because I want to do some things before I think about getting married and having children. Yes, rambling about how messed up I am and thinking how it isn't normal for me to get married. It's normal to me, to travel, write, paint, cook, to search into spiritual meanings of life etc. So is it normal for me to feel this way, or is it completely crazy of me.
Most people in my town would call me crazy, and even more crazy for feeling this way. No joke, everyone I nearly know are settling down with children. I love them for it, it means I get to play with the babies that I absolutely adore seeing! But to me, its not for me for like another 20 years or something. Sorry mum!
Sometime during the week, I am going to do a post on my bucket and ways I want to achieve it. I have been side-tracked from it recently and would like to get back towards it again. So doing post about it on here would be the first steps towards it... AGAIN!
See you all later!

Sunday 3 March 2013

When forget your friends birthday!

After a hard long week of working, stressing, socialising etc etc. I am now suffering from a major headcold. Which I am thankful for having actually. Only because there is some nasty bug going around at the moment.. and I got the sniffles! :D. PURE LUCK!
I am so going to wake up tomorrow throwing up everywhere for that comment!

But yes, I actually forgot two of my closest friends birthday on Tuesday 26th February! HAPPY  BIRTHDAY GIRLS AND STILL SORRY I FORGOT! 

I am still lucky that they share a birthday and lucky to facebook for posting about their birthdays. Otherwise they wouldn't get any birthday messages.
It was literally, a lunch break at work where I was texting the girls for plans I had made previously and still needed them to be confirm. Are you one of those people, that when you make plans on a drunken night out or a week before, that you have to text or get into contact with them just to confirm them?! I do it all the time. I must be annoying. So after confirming a dinner date with Tasha and Kari on Wednesday night, for some Indian and then ringing Prezzo's and booking a table for my other darling friend Peachy (Christina). I was checking facebook, where it said.. Wish Tasha and Christina a happy birthday.... I never felt like the worst friend ever in England. I mean the reason why I was going on these dinner dates with these lovely great girls, is to celebrate their birthdays!!!
So a message of "wishing a very Happy Birthday and that I honestly have not forgotten it."
I think I was forgiven... We still ate our dinner and had a laugh.

Now, in my dinner with Christina. We was having a little chat, where she now says that I have fantastic social skills. So this is where I have to make myself clear.
When I say I am social awkwardlite ( I kinda like making up new words, as I go along this writing stuff...  I was the one who created Suckish). I actually mean, that I try really hard to be social and not live in my own little bubble when socialising. But what actually happens, is that I avoid asking appropriate polite questions that general people would ask strangers...But ask strange questions that I am sure no one would actually think of asking. As Christina was telling me this, she makes it sounds like it was a compliment. P.S, I always live in my own world. I am not actually living on this planet majority of the time.
Another example of my social awkwardness is:- Getting my hair cut by this guy I have not met before and he is complimenting me on how naturally curly my hair is... I quote "Girls would normally be so jealous of you, your hair is so lovely". All I could reply to that was... "Thanks. :). I normally avoid it!!" But he does my hair so amazing and I was amazed by it, that my way of complimenting him on doing it is... "Wow, I look like a Porcelain Doll." He thought I wasn't impressed and brushed the curls out abit. Damnit!
So I want to be social and everything. But failing miserably at it. :D. Perhaps I need to get out more also?
But a girl I know, who once told me bluntly. "Claire, you are a freak"

Now onto a little rant. My near as damn ghost-town... Is the worst fashionable place to live in. I dress in my best fashionable suitable look for my town... Only to go to Bristol and feel like the worst dressed person on the planet. I am done trying to dress down for my town. When I walk downstairs and my mum goes, "where are you off too, dress all fancy like that." My reply will be... "I am fucking casual!"
On a lighter note.. I have brought a new Ipod! And importing all my CD's is a bitch! Also, wanting to buy loads of tunes on the ITunes is too tempting! Anything I should be listening to?
P.S My music taste is extremely easy going and will listen to everything!
 See you next time!

Saturday 2 March 2013

Pokémon!

This will be a short post. But I will be writing a freakin essay for you all tomorrow!
But for now, I just spent a good hour of my life talking about Pokémon!!
Only to realise how old school I am! I don't even own a 3DS, so my Pokémon is near as damn considered a Pokémon yellow!
God, I loved that! I remember when I was like 12 and playing that game with my bro and this neighbour kid BFF I had.. (Needless to say, he completed the game for me, while I fought all the Pokémon in the grass!).
But now my friend Marc has only gone and converted me to want to buy the up-to-date stuff.. So we can battle to the death!!!
Only when I have so many level 100 Pokémon... Which will only happen until next year maybe!?
But he now has the Priority to battle and defeat me.. I like to inspire people. :).