Determination!

IHello world!

Lately I have been letting myself spiral downwards the fan girling world of fanfiction.
A friend of mine, who has been reading this blog (YAY a reader! Thank you Elliot!), text me to ask, what have I been reading fanfiction wise. I'm sorry to say to many readers and Elliot. I have been reading some One Direction fanfiction! Girls you are scary but you do have me hooked. I have also been reading some Death Note fanfiction, Harry Potter and Sherlock. What disturbs me the most is the fact when reading Death Note fanfiction, it is always LightXL shipping. They are not suited for each other one bit, but I am hooked!
Ok, so to put my fangirling aside, I do actually want to talk to you about my new found determination! It has been coursing through my veins in full speeding pump. Metaphorically written, because I understand the demange that could happen!
I have done it!
I am now living somewhere completely different and have been living there the last three weeks. My head has been all over the place, it would seem to have slowed down on it's falling between the rocks and has seem to have landed on a more stable rock for me to sort myself out again. This rock being the determination inside me.
I am determined to write! Whilst letting my head falling around, I have also been living inside my own little world. Which has created more little fantasy things.

For example, my laughing flowers has appeared whilst I was waiting for my train to come, it was just by the stairs and it was just looking at me, the smile appearing on it blossoming head and widening to give off it chuckles.

Another example is when I am walking along the pavement and my world comes into view, my world which I still haven't found the name for yet. It was never just one world though, it was loads of little worlds and I (Lola) was able to travel to each one via a ship. Now, imagine that you are walking along this pavement minding your own buisness and then it all goes dark, the flowers all pop up at you, laughing. Lola ship sails next to you at the speed you are walking. Other things that can't be identify as of yet appears and then "he" appears. The one that will break your heart once he has it consumed. He's all chained up because that what you had to do. In his hands is the heart you let him take, evil smile upon his head.

I am also determined to complete this challenge I have set myself up with at work. I am ready to make my life finally worth living.
Next step along with my writing and drawing is..... SOCIALISING!
Good Luck Claire.

I also will leave with a few Instagram pictures I have been indulging in during one of my walks.